my friend my life

friends are like candles...

they seem to brighten up your lives when your in the dark...

they care, cry, smile and some even die for you...

precious people earns special place in a friendship...

to find this tiny pearl under the whole wide sea is a like a dream come true...

but what can I say...

*sigh*

if there’s wind...

then off goes the candle...

if there’s thief...

there goes the pearl...

today you may go like...

" we are soul mates...nothing could come in our way..."

tomorrow…

"man I hate the sight of that bitch..."

as time passes by you'll know that some phrases do come in handy....

like "don’t judge a book by its cover"....

sounds familiar right...

I don’t really know if I’m hurting anyone with this lame scribble...

I’m sorry...but this is my story....

friends taught me how to feel joy...

friends taught me how to run wild...

friends taught me the feeling of love...

friends taught me how it hurts being left...

friends showered me with care...

friends were like everything to me once...

I repeat the word was “ONCE”....

cause the last thing they taught me was...

how to hurt another friend’s feelings ...

which I think is not right...

now everybody are grown ups...

think for yourself people...

not all friends stick with you till the end of your life...

they come and go like the monsoon rain...

and again that kind of rain doesn't last through out the year...

hmmm....

1 thing really disturbs me till today...

after all those good time together...

why must this happen...

and so sad...

my friends forgot to teach me one thing...

how to live without a friend............................

~MynN GurL~

Fwendz....

You're My friend,

my companion,

through good times

and bad

my friend,

my buddy,

through happy and sad,

beside me you stand,

beside me you walk,

you're there to listen,

you're there to talk,

with happiness,

with smiles,

with pain and tears,

I know you'll be there,

throughout the years!

You are all good friends to me

and I am grateful to you.




~MynN GurL~

why happen?????

form the clown of the year...now I've turn into a silent ghost...nobody even knows if i still exist...I'm terribly disturbed...my grandma has fallen ill and it scares the hell out of me when the doc said "the only way to ease her pain is by doing the surgery"..

its no ordinary surgery...how would you feel if your intestines are replaced with some PVC pipe and is attached outside your body...she has to do her stool cleaning manually...that's insane!!!!...i bet my grandma will not live long looking at her on that kinda condition...

guess what's the saddest part...she doesn't even know she's under going such sickness...I've been praying for her ever since...

well that wasn't all..three days back something bad happen to my mom...thank god my creative writing class was canceled..i just don't know what my little brother would have done without me...

my mom slipped and fell on the ground hurting her head, elbow and back...the worst part was when she faint...I've handled my mom many times when she fainted but this time it was different...i really didn't know what to do...her eyes was widely open and her whole body was jerking for 30 seconds...i manage to bring her back to consciousness...my neighbor said its hypothermia...

too many things happening in too little time and its too frustrating because everything happen is just too bad for me...

what ever happened to my mom three days ago made me think a lot....my dad is not a healthy man either...anything can happen to both of them at anytime...I'm the eldest and i have a brother at 19 and another only 6....what will happen if my parents are no longer with me...I'm i able to take care of both my brothers...i don't know.........

~MynN GurL~

WONDERING WITHOUT A CLUE

Every moment of my life I think of you,
You left me,
Wondering without a clue,

I couldn't ask why,
Cause you weren't there for me to try,
You left me with questions,
Which I crave for the answers,

I hope I’m right for once,
That you used to love me for whom I was,
But some how rather,
It tingles in me that I wasn't the one for you,

You crushed me baby,
You left without a sign,
Leaving me behind,
Wondering without a clue,

I can’t go on,
Leaving in your memories,
Cause it hurts deep down in me,

Hoping you’ll come back,
I’m still standing right here,
Wondering without a clue,

I’m trying to move on,
Faking every smile and laughter,

When I’m alone,

I’m filled with tears,

I can’t get myself out of this misery,

I’ll get over it,
That I know,
It’ll take time,

But till then,

I will always be,
Wondering without a clue,



~ MynN GurL ~