form the clown of the year...now I've turn into a silent ghost...nobody even knows if i still exist...I'm terribly disturbed...my grandma has fallen ill and it scares the hell out of me when the doc said "the only way to ease her pain is by doing the surgery"..
its no ordinary surgery...how would you feel if your intestines are replaced with some PVC pipe and is attached outside your body...she has to do her stool cleaning manually...that's insane!!!!...i bet my grandma will not live long looking at her on that kinda condition...
guess what's the saddest part...she doesn't even know she's under going such sickness...I've been praying for her ever since...
well that wasn't all..three days back something bad happen to my mom...thank god my creative writing class was canceled..i just don't know what my little brother would have done without me...
my mom slipped and fell on the ground hurting her head, elbow and back...the worst part was when she faint...I've handled my mom many times when she fainted but this time it was different...i really didn't know what to do...her eyes was widely open and her whole body was jerking for 30 seconds...i manage to bring her back to consciousness...my neighbor said its hypothermia...
too many things happening in too little time and its too frustrating because everything happen is just too bad for me...
what ever happened to my mom three days ago made me think a lot....my dad is not a healthy man either...anything can happen to both of them at anytime...I'm the eldest and i have a brother at 19 and another only 6....what will happen if my parents are no longer with me...I'm i able to take care of both my brothers...i don't know.........
~MynN GurL~
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